My name Isobel

Mon, 23 Feb 2004 01:27:00 GMT

I'm not this person anymore. These entries are all being changed to privite. If anyone ever needs anything from them please ask.

Fri, 06 Feb 2004 00:57:11 GMT

I'm switching completely to 91783, or so I think, but I'll make it all public, except for what was already friends only, I'm making that user only because I don't really want my friends seeing it. I'm so sick of this name. I'm so sick of this journal's memories. I want to start over. Vist me there :-/.

Sun, 01 Feb 2004 06:04:55 GMT

Sometimes its late and Dave and I stay up and watch porn. Good times.

Sold another picture. This was by far the best job I ever took. I wanted to piss my pants doing it. Inquire within for the picture because it may be considered very offensive.

My posts are terrible.

Thu, 29 Jan 2004 03:26:30 GMT

He tattooed Eric on my leg. Jessamyn is on his. I made an amazing tattoo on his wrist. I'm proud. I'm addicted to tattoos.

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 06:08:43 GMT

Eric took a picture of me asleep on him.

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 02:08:48 GMT

Kerry is doing so well, I'm so happy for him. We'll see what happens in the south which will determine the rest. I'm a nerd, yeh. I make Kerry icons and such, this is pathetic. If he defeats Bush, the president has served me breakfast. Thats pretty cool.

Mon, 26 Jan 2004 01:03:45 GMT

Sometimes Eric hates me because I accidently shave the hair off his arm and make tatoos that he thinks are bad on him, oops. Sometimes Dom is a bad tutor. Sometimes my regents is tomrrow. Sometimes...oof. Sometimes Soe and I try and kill ourselves with steak knives due to our lack of knowledge in the subject of math. Sometimes Soe and Dave have sex on the bed I'm sitting on. Come on guys, come on. Sometimes...

Thu, 22 Jan 2004 03:27:53 GMT

#1

#2

Things with Eric and I are a lot better. :) Courtney said "You guys are the cutest thing I've ever seen." That made me chuckle. We went to his grandparents house. They know my name, well one does. Heh. Stories of odd Eric over scrapbooking, good times. He used my chapstick as penis cream. Thats cute. Yeh.

Mon, 19 Jan 2004 00:22:47 GMT

Sun, 18 Jan 2004 23:57:21 GMT

I'm pretty lazy and I don't feel like giving too much of a run down of this past week so have fun viewing the pictures.

1st period after two classes had finished singing to me :)

My locker. (Note the note my little Linda Mitchell left for me :p)

Lexy-poo in bio later that day.

The roses mommy bought me.

Sam at my house Friday.

I was trying to order food and while the guy couldn't understand too much English I think he could understand the international language of sex.

Sometimes I sleep a lot.

The rest are all of last night.

Anticipate an odd post sometime in the near future.

Thu, 15 Jan 2004 03:41:19 GMT

mynameis brytt (10:34:43 PM): happy birthday in an hour and a hlaf

kNoT 2 KeeN (10:53:21 PM): HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!:-):-):-) [insert cheesy party music]

out ofcontext 5 (10:42:48 PM): happy birthday codes

ONEchildsLuLLaby (9:58:52 PM): so in cse im not awake, happy birthday biatch

TooMuchToAsk49 (11:08:07 PM): happy b-day

faith in horror (11:37:26 PM): happy (early) birthday to jess, happy (early) birthday to jess, happy (early) birthday dear jessssss happy (early) birthday to youuuuu, and many moooooooreeeeeee.

casketlottery0 (11:59:46 PM): HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY!!

blaze x of glory (12:00:03 AM): happy birthday!!!!!

heroin x j o e (12:00:13 AM): happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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imperfect starr (8:46:25 PM): happy birthday :-)

Vreetennis (9:31:04 PM): HAPPY BIRTHDAY

MaTtYrAy7 (10:32:35 PM): HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

WatchOutlmCrazy (12:54:49 PM): well then, i suppose a happy birthday would be in order...

a STARLESS sky x (7:54:26 AM): HAPPY BIRTHDAY

anothergoldstar (4:28:57 PM): happy birthday you dirty little whore skank you

xsmilesliex (8:09:26 AM): happyy birthdayy :-):-))

Then there were the IMs on my phone which well yeh, but I have great friends, and had a great birthday. Thanks everyone. l'll update more about it later.

Wed, 14 Jan 2004 03:01:02 GMT

TWO HOURS TILL MY BIRTHDAY

Mon, 12 Jan 2004 04:06:22 GMT

I miss Rox, we need to hang out for a disgusting amount of time soon.

Sun, 11 Jan 2004 08:01:33 GMT

I found out that one of the reasons my parents wouldn't send me to Spain this summer is because I'm Middle Eastern. Lord. They said I would be pulled off planes and all sorts of stuff. Thats a bunch of bullshit.

I went to Lindenhurst tonight. I got there and Blaise took me to get something to eat since we were both starving. On the car ride there he told me that my pictures are pretty "kick ass" and something along the lines of "Everyones all ohh yeh I love your pictures, you're such a hottie." That made me laugh a lot. After getting food we got back and realized they forgot our drinks so we headed back, and once we were home I realized the sons of bitches gave me a burger. After taking the burger off which pulled off the cheese, I was left with onions and bread, and no ketchup because they forgot that too. Woo.

David, Kourtney, Adam, Natalie, Kevin, Tristan, and Blaise were at Kirs. They whipped out the DDR so I decided to attempt to play, but that didn't go over too well, so I laid down and ended up falling asleep in Kirs room. I woke up two hours later and just sat and talked with Blaise, Tristan, and Kourtney until I left around midnight.

It turns out Modest Mouse is sold out both days which really sucks. I told Blaise that they were actually playing the east coast, but that it was sold out, he wasn't too happy either.

Fire Theft played The Late Late Show with Craig Kilborn last night. They were awful. I feel so bad.

Once upon a time there was my hair:

Trying to be seductive at seven years old is always cool:

Tristin Luke and I =):

Once upon a time I had an eating disorder and I was disgusting:

Good ol' Chucks:

I love this:

Wed, 31 Dec 2003 22:56:43 GMT

Oh lord my father has his Woodstock dvd on again. Lord give me strength.

I just had an odd dream. It was one of those dreams where people think they're getting their chance to say goodbye to someone. My Oma was in it. I hugged her, and I felt it.

A few nights ago I went to Nicolas with Brittany, Elise, and Joe. I played some killer guitar. Yeh I did. Brittany gave me my Christmas present, Nine Stories and Survivor. Brilliance. I'm so excited to read them.

Pat and Dom picked me up sometime after 11 and I was hungry so they took me out to eat with them. At first we decided to go to Applebees because they were too poor for anything other than the half off appetizers after 10:30 business. We walked in and the first thing they said was "You should know we have no appetizers." So next we went to Fridays thinking they had the same deal. They did not. Dom then decided we would go to the Applebees by the mall. So we travel all the way there only to find out there was a 45 minute wait. After that we found a Chilis but the two ass faces decide they want to go to the one by Island 16. So we travel all the way back to the Chilis there to find out they were closed. On the verge of selfish starvation we finally ended up at the Diner on 112. I was attacked by an Onion ring and it hurt. ::Looks up with sad eyes for sympathy::

Yesterday I slept till it was dark out and then Soe came over. We played the 90's game with Pat and Dom till about 4am and then headed off to sleep in an utter panic that a s.w.a.t.t. team was out to get us.

My grandparents are here now. P-a-r-t-y. Brittanys coming over later. Tessa is set beyond belief for tonight. Tehe.

More will be posted at a later date.

Mon, 29 Dec 2003 02:30:00 GMT

I'm updating more than usual.

Eric left. He tied me to him and then proposed the idea of duct tape but he still left. Shucks.

I went to New Jersey yesterday. Fun.

I went to Soes last night to cheer her up. I put on my snuggle sack, stuffed it with pillows and was well, uber fat for the rest of the night for chuckles. We conversed with Bobby and tried desperatly to fix ourselves up at 3:30am for him. It was hysterical.

Time with Brittany is overdue.

The end.

Eric drew me, yeh.

I'm a little too happy.

My hair was, everywhere. ::Slaps knee::

I was an elephant.

Sat, 27 Dec 2003 05:48:52 GMT

Christmas was brilliant. My parents cried over what my brother and I created for them. I didn't get them enough. I recieved an amount of gifts exceding the selfish line and that does not make me feel good. The highlight on the recieving end of Christmas is most deffinetly my record player and roller skates. My brother asked if I got anything made after 1975. I think that is funny.

I spent Christmas in Lindenhurst. It was good times. Kourtney was there, as well as Adam and Matt. Matt with the brown jacket of course. He wore his brown jacket. It made me happy. Kevin stopped by for a little while. Vinny also came. He told me about the slaughter houses he now lives by. That did not make me happy. He also told me how dirty he felt the first time he met me. I find that comical.

Today I slept in then went record shopping, as well as to the gym. After almost passing out from excesive smoke (I'm alergic to cigarette smoke) I purchased Anthology. Twenty-four dollars later I am in a state of utter bliss.

Today was the last day I could see Eric before he goes to Rhode Island so he came over. I hadn't eaten all day so we got some grub and then returned back to my house. We listened to music for a while. I modeled my snuggle sack. He didn't kiss me for four minutes, and that concluded my evening.

I think the neck and clavicles are the sexiest part of a women's body.

Papa Ray and I.

Wed, 24 Dec 2003 03:04:53 GMT

I got my elf gift. :) I got one of Joni Mitchell's best cds. I love it so much.

My gingerbread house. I love it so much, so do you.

Bethy.

Eric.

Anthony.

Tessa.

Gangsta' Soe.

Sat, 20 Dec 2003 04:58:48 GMT

Today was wonderful. I wasn't supposed to go to school today because I still have the flu, but I wanted to get making up my tests and such out of the way before vacation, and to give everyone their gifts. I picked up Sophes in the morning, then we headed to school.

First period I aparently had the highest test grade on the "Pearl" test, so I got "THE PEARL OF THE WORLd," and that made me really really happy. I still have to like pry it out of the oyster which is a little against some of the things I believe in but oh well its the fucking Pearl of the World, I'll just have my mother do it. Second period we had the honor roll bagel buisness so that was yeh. Third period we played craps while my insides came out of my mouth after viewing Ms. Zoumas's leather pants. My mother called her something along the lines of a "playboy slutty mcrooskie." My mother is where it is at. Fourth period we had the Spanish party and made Ms. Kelly cry tears of joy again. It was really sweet. 5th period we ordered pizza and organized our own little shindig in Bacon's room. I ran around in the slipper-shoes Foxy Roxy got me while Scala put pizza cheese all over my notebooks and then eventually spilled grease on me. The rest of the day, yeh.

Kevin died over what I made him. It made me so happy. He went around showing everyone. That puts a smile on my face. Eric got me The Fire Theft CD. Fucking brilliant. That was the highlight of my day. Eek.

One the bus ride home I danced for Anthony. He laughed, then I fell off the seat and landed on the floor in my skirt unable to get up. Awesome.

I went to Eric's tonight for some sort of Family Party. His family is so nice. It was cool being Jasmine again. I haven't been called that in a while. I have come to the conclusion that I'm really sick of Jess. It just doesn't suit me so I just introduce myself as Jessamyn now. Most everyone has stopped calling me Jess out of nowhere so I'm satisfied.

While with his family we played a nice little game of keep the bat away from Mathew and an unfair game of go fish. I never effing win! I don't win anything! ~~Pretty Pretty Princess~~, ~~Taboo~~, ~~Go Fish~~. Lord.

Eric's mother got me a gift. I felt so bad. Its adorable :)

"Chipmunk Cheeks"

I always had a tremendous bum.

Kirsten is a dirty gal.

Jessamyn baby porn!

Tue, 16 Dec 2003 21:29:23 GMT

Dear lord I haven't updated in so long. I'm home sick again so I might as well.

I can't seem to remember a thing that has happend, hmm.

I'm trying my best to be healthy and stay fit now. It isn't working out so bad. I was waiting for my mother after play practice conversing with Jonathan and Mike, and I realized how disgusting I have become. It was actually quite comical. I don't remember who it was but someone said "Remember when Jessamyn used to be the "hottest" girl in school, then she got hooked on chocolate eclairs and started dating gay guys." Boy, oh boy. It made me chuckle. So now I'm actually trying to be quite healthy again.

I got pretty much all of my Christmas shopping done. I went to the mall last night with Sophe to finish up. I only bought a pair of gloves but it was a good night considering the fact that I left with a squeeze pop and Subway in my system.

My gifts are horrible this year, but I am absolutely broke. I made all of a my gifts except for the backbone of Tessa's, part of Soe's and my brothers. Sorry guys.

What would an entry of Jessamyn's be without pictures?

John Kerry

Central Park

Boston

Snow

The younger years

Tue, 09 Dec 2003 03:48:28 GMT

Just before our love got lost you said,
"I am as constant as a northern star."
And I said, "Constantly in the darkness
Where's that at?
If you want me I'll be in the bar."
On the back of a cartoon coaster
In the blue TV screen light
I drew a map of Canada
Oh Canada
With your face sketched on it twice
Oh, you're in my blood like holy wine
You taste so bitter and so sweet
Oh I could drink a case of you, darling
And I would still be on my feet
Oh I would still be on my feet

Oh I am a lonely painter
I live in a box of paints
I'm frightened by the devil
And I'm drawn to those ones that ain't afraid
I remember that time you told me, you said,
"Love is touching souls"
Surely you touched mine
'Cause part of you pours out of me
In these lines from time to time
Oh, you're in my blood like holy wine
You taste so bitter and so sweet
Oh I could drink a case of you, darling
Still, I'd be on my feet
I would still be on my feet

I met a woman
She had a mouth like yours
She knew your life
She knew your devils and your deeds
And she said,
"Go to him, stay with him if you can
But be prepared to bleed"
Oh but you are in my blood
You're my holy wine
You're so bitter, bitter and so sweet
Oh, I could drink a case of you, darling
Still I'd be on my feet
I would still be on my feet

Sun, 07 Dec 2003 06:52:25 GMT

Many.

~~Much.~~

Sat, 06 Dec 2003 05:38:42 GMT

The first snow of last year was on the 5th of December too. Heh. That makes me kind of sad though.

We got caught at school today because of the blizzard and they wouldn't let us leave. Kevin was my buddy, we stuck together the whole time. We kept trenching through the snow to see if our bus was there but each time it wasn't. It was cold. We passed the time sitting in classrooms and gymnasiums by conversing about Guster, Benny Harper, and Jack Johnson.

My mother finally came and saved the day by picking me up 4:15. I felt horrible leaving Kevin but the car couldn't make the hills on Jamaica. Kevin made sure I made it home okay and that made me smile :) I love that kid. I need to spend more time with him.

Eric claims hes waking up at 9:30 tomorrow to hang out with me. The thought of Eric waking up early makes me giggle. Losa.

New layout comming soon. Ohh the suspense.

Long entry, oops.

Fri, 05 Dec 2003 07:19:51 GMT

Jessamyn is too cool for sleep. Goodness so much to update about and I always have way too much trouble recalling it. Hmm.

I finished therapy. Holy fuck its the most incredibly exhilarating feeling you can imagine. After attending since 6th grade I am finally finished. My last session made me sad. I brought my therapist flowers, a letter I wrote her, and a picture I made pertaining to the outcome of these years. She surprised me by getting me a gift and letter too. I was on the verge of tears. Trembling to open the box I found a beautiful vintage jewelry box in the shape of a heart and she explained how it reminded her of me. Note to self: stop getting choked up. I wanted to thank her for everything she had done for me but couldn't seem to find the words so I sat there listening to her telling me the most flattering things wishing I could chime in with the proper response, but instead I sat there demonstrating all the different shades of red I could turn. I love that woman with all of my heart.

After therapy my mother took me to a gift shop we usually go to before Christmas and where she lost her mind and bought me a gorgeous necklace. I went home, cleaned my room, then attended my Instructional Program Committee meeting where I bluntly stated my mind, but my opinion wasn't too favored by the authorities. Despite that I had an incredible day. It couldn't have been any better.

Wednesday I went home with Eric. We hung around his house till his mother got home and then we went shopping. While shopping we got lost, I broke some stuff, he punched me a lot, we kick boxed with slippers, and then I started falling alseep. When we got back I slept for a while, there was a tree lighting, I slept some more, I went home.

Today was a good day. I ran after people with cheese doodles smuggled into my jacket asking them to please "Get in my belly." One child ran away quite upset asking me to please calm down.

The concert was amusing. I am an amazing step-in Dad. I also thought I gave good pep talks till "DO YOU EVER SHUT UP?" was spoken to me. Sorry, songs about the digestive system always cheer me up when I'm nervous, but FINE.

I went to Friendlys later on tonight with Steph and Soe. I love how Eric was there at the same time and I didn't know. I rhymed, yes. The car ride home was all so humorous as well as my dancing.

Mon, 01 Dec 2003 04:42:36 GMT

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